Letter #3

I was having a few good days the last week even with it being your 1 month death anniversary, but a rush of emotions just came over me and I am just so beside myself.....  I wish I could just hug you one more time and just sit and talk with you and make jokes with you just like we always did.

I went to church on Sunday and they sang a song that reminded me of you.

BE NOT AFRAID
You shall cross the barren desert, but you shall not die of thirst. 
You shall wander far in safety though you do not know the way. 
You shall speak your words in foreign lands and all will understand. 
You shall see the face of God and live. 

Be not afraid. 
I go before you always. 
Come follow me, and 
I will give you rest. 

If you pass through raging waters in the sea, you shall not drown. 
If you walk amid the burning flames, you shall not be harmed. 
If you stand before the pow'r of hell and death is at your side, know that 
I am with you through it all. 


Be not afraid. 
I go before you always. 
Come follow me, and 
I will give you rest.  

Blessed are your poor, for the kingdom shall be theirs. 
Blest are you that weep and mourn, for one day you shall laugh. 
And if wicked men insult and hate you all because of me, blessed, blessed are you!

Its a song that made me miss you terribly but also a song that hit me and told me that things are okay, and that you and the Lord our God is with me always.....  Especially when I need you both the most; you're there.......